I'm very happy here! i'm starting to change my life perspective a bit, and for the first time in my life, i'm not suffering from winter depression. kinda nice. It helps that i'm more or less on vacation. the weekends are always full of some grand adventure, for example, tomorrow we're hiking the highest peak in Málaga! My week schedule normally is classes until 2, lunch with the fam, homework and nap on the beach, run or exercise, and head out with some friends.
I'm more or less in a relationship. Dating this cute girl named Sol. She and I hang out on the beach during the afternoons. she's a real sunbeam. always bright, and make me feel really positive. she tires me out occasionally, as she is always moving. at times, she's a bit distant, but she's out of this world. i'm addicted. she can be a bit impersonal at times, as she disappears without warning or doesn't put out the same energy, and we never get to spend time together at night. And sometimes, oooo she can burn me. Her name says lots about who she is, and when you've got a minute, look it up ;) ;) I've taken on a more or less hippy approach to the relationship, as it's nice to be together, but i'm not looking for anything serious. we both do our own thing often, and neither of us is worried about the future.
I realize that God has certain plans for my life and I can't change them. With that said, I know things will unravel exactly as He has planned, and i'm not gunna worry myself with rushing anything, or making it the focus of my life. I'm just now opening the door to a whole new world of possibilities with Spanish. I plan to work in international business or somewhere internationally. I'm investigating the possibilities of So. Am. as well as here in Málaga.

It's been hard to have loose ends and open-ended questions, but i'm growing accustomed. Not everything needs to be about knowing in the moment, and i've learned alot of patience by waiting. i've also been keeping a journal while here, and everytime I read back through it, I find myself thinking differently than when I wrote it.